Tuesday, November 27, 2007
can't sleep... something's bothering me...
times like this i dunno who i should turn to...
bf? (nope.. cos.. its complicated)
parents? (nvr make them get involved)
siblings? (same here)
friends? (they're all asleep... furthermore... y would they wanna listen to this? they've more impt things to think abt)
bibik? (no... the secret might not be a secret anymore)
so technically i'm left alone to ponder n think n comfort myself... given this situation at this very hr... how i wish... i dun have to think abt them n just sleep...
Basically.. i turn to my bloggie... a gd fren indeed.. especially wen u need to rant abt something tt is sooooo stupid n my bloggie will always be there for me... minus the criticism or opinions etc... good!!
Is being selfish always bad?
well of course.. most of the time... cos by being selfish.. u're gonna affect others n life does not only revolve ard yourself n there are bigger things out there than my own personal wants...
But still its not fair...
i feel most of the time i've been quite patient and try as much as possible to refrain from making someone else hurt or angry... as long as i have already been given the 'opportunity' to convey what i want... so in the end i always lose cos i wanna make the other party happy...
The frustration i feel is soooo damn *argh* how i wish i dun have to feel this way... then it'll be a lot easier.. right?? i can sleep soundly n smile every minute n every second..
N the funny thing is... after all those frustration... it'll just go away n i forget about everything that i was mad abt... c? how forgiving....
Labels: frustration
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