Whispers From The Heart

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

There's one thing bout me that i think i really need to work on or should i say... feel it at the right time... I think i have this problem of being too shy at the wrong time... a friend even commented...

"Firdawati:- shy to the point of irritation"

What!!???

After that i couldn't stop laughing... n i was thinking.. maybe.. it is true.. that i am too shy.. However... i'm not like that with my close friends n school friends..

This 'shyness' of mine came about ever since i was still a small girl.. i dun talk much n very self concious bout everything that i do... Although not too much now( in fact, i dun care what ppl say bout me most of the time) but i still do feel it esp with ppl i just get to noe or to someone i like :p

So.. this has become a disadvantage to my social life...
When i'm talking to or face to face with a guy i like..... i talk less... can't seem to find anything interesting to talk about... not spontaneous.. will never sing for him ... n hence... i'll eventually have to say.. "Bye Bye Boy" cos he will find me.. boring i guess or he has found a new interest...

Well... this has been going on so many times... n everytime its heartache for me.. but life goes on n eventually everyone gets to meet someone new...

Need to work on that ya... I'm gonna be a teacher anyway so... gotta break away from my shyness...

Firda whispered@ 6/26/2005 11:14:00 pm

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Fer now.. I really dunno wat to post... actually.. there's many stuff i'd like to put here.. but everything's in a mess.. so.. i'd post something wen i'm ready aite.. take care u all.. :) Niwae peeps.. this is a pic of my adorable baby bro.. LOVE him lots...

Firda whispered@ 6/26/2005 10:23:00 pm

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

Ok... this is gonna be my first entry.. To test.. I've decided to post the lyrics to the song 'Sway' by Bic Runga... Check out the song ya?

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you

And here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why I say its infinately true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten my every afternoon

Firda whispered@ 6/18/2005 06:25:00 pm

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