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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I just hate it.... i hate feeling the way i am feeling now...
Y can't people just let me live my own life... just stay away n wait till I'm sure of everything.. y must they do their own 'research' n to some people... i just don't understand y u can't just mind ur own business n tell others about it... YOU ALL SUCK!!!
I just gets to me wen mom can't wait til i find myself a bf or a life partner... it seems tp me that she thinks i'm soooooo tak laku.. maybe.. but... please la... don't get on my nerves can??
N to u ppl who just can't shut your mouths... is there a need to tell my mom who i'm going out with??? Just keep to yourselves n be happy for me la...
As for me... I'm not sure.... now.. I just feel he's not serious or anything... n i hate to be in a state like this... guessing.. so.. i just wannna slowly walk away.. so as not to get myself hurt ANYMORE... i've been hurt over n over again... n i don wanna feel that way anymore... so please la.... Stop bothering bout my pte lives.. n just MIND UR OWN BUSINESS.... i'm mature enough n i'll tell u wen the time is right....
I'm sooooo freaking pissed!!

Firda whispered@ 8/29/2006 10:21:00 pm

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Whoah!! it's been some time.. a month or so?? Heh.. been sooo lazy to update my blog... n even if i decided to post an entry.. I'll procrastinate... so.. yeah.. it took me more than a month...
Basically.. been busy with skool... still trying to adapt with the new environment... n then just recently.. i was given some tuition assignments... need more money lei... for driving n etc...
Other than that.. so far.. life has been smooth sailing... been in cloud 9 a few times... but i dunno as yet if i should be in that state (in cloud 9)... everything is still so blurry n i still dunno what i shd be expecting.. haiyah... if only everything is so simple and straightfwd.. things would be less confusing... but life's gonna be boring tho... hmm...
Wokay.. ini sekadar untuk mengisi masa yang lapang dan juga hati yang kosong.. heh...

Firda whispered@ 8/22/2006 11:19:00 pm

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