So... I've been going through some emotional turmoil... apart from the stress from schoolwork, trying to cope with sastera n GP... trying to cope financially till end of month (with my practical lessons, bills, laptop bill, transport money, daily allowanc etc) Life sucks for me now... oh.. n it doesn't pay to be nice... Some ppl just LOVE others (hu r nvr considerate) to others hu (try to impress n be considerate n be tt person u always tell us to be) Everything just sucks... maybe its a test from HIM... n i'm trying very hard to be patient... do watever i can... stick to what i believe in..